BETH was also Italian american-from california. She was just plain super sexy, brown eyes, around 5'4'' sexy sexy legs, boobs, she had brunette hair with blonde highlights, that sent me over the edge, she was not very smart, but she was wonderful. I dated her on and off for two years, I DID know her-Inside and out. The last 6 months or so we were together officially and what I THOUGHT was exclusively. To narrow it further, the very last 2 weeks were the most intense. I fell for her HARD. she almost* made me forget about Marie. the monday of the week before it ended we were walking back to class(college) and in the middle of the parking lot I stopped her, dead in her tracks. I did something I had never done before. I took her hand and told her that I loved her. I never said that to any girl before. I meant it, whole heartedly. She looked square in my eyes and said she loved me too. I was overcome with joy. no one else has ever, even after that to this day, loved me back. it felt so incredible. Immediately after we had the most passionate kiss of my whole life. I held her, I did not want to let go. But I did, she had a class to go to and I had to go to work. She was going home to her parents place for the next week so It would be one week before I could see her. I called a few times and texted once per day. All seemed fine, for the first moment I thought I was Happy. Next Tuesday, I find her standing in the lobby at school, I knew something was wrong. I ask what, and she says she "never loved me, and no one could ever love me". Now why, to this day, I do not know why she said that. she went on to say that after this week, she was moving to Arizona, where she will be moving in with a childhood friend of hers, they have been seeing each other. I was not happy anymore. That relationship I found out failed and she now owns her own restaurant. It is so Hilarious, that day, there was a RING in my pocket.
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